FEAR OF DEATH

A moment in my life when I felt an overwhelming fear was when my grandfather died. Death really never matter to being that I was young but during my teen years he played a big factor in my life. My grandfather told me the do's and don't of living life & the ups and down that will most likely come when living this life. When he found out that he had cancer his body, and daily functions shut down withing the next 48 hours. Once he died the fear of me dying aroused over me. This was feeling I never had before ; i began shaking , thinking more negatives than positives. felt parnoia 24 hours a day. This feeling wasn't a good feeling believe me.